Finding the silver lining is better than getting stuck in the cloud.

So I've just figured out that I'd need roughly $7,000-$8,000 to make it to, in, and back from Iceland...

...I'm never going, am I?

:,(

Don't think you're hurting me
Because you're not.
Don't think you're wrong
Because you're right.
Don't think you're a screw-up
Because you're perfect.
Don't think I hate you
Because I love you.
Don't think I'd be better off without you
Because the worst thing you could ever do to me is leave and never come back.

I can imagine how Hetalia characters would react to a double rainbow: Italy: OH MY GOD, look Germany! What does it mean?! Germany: I....don't know. (Nor do I care) America: Double rainbow all the way across the sky~~ England: What the h**l are you singing?! China: *cries in Japans lap* Japan: Why are you.....? Romano: What the f***? Is that a f***ing double rainbow?

I don't know what I'm going to do about that. I don't know what I'm going to do about this. I guess I really don't know what I'm going to do about anything at all.

I've discovered that I like Death better than I like Ivan.
I mean, I don't like the former's job--few people do--but Death himself is a decent person and interesting to be around. I like him.
Ivan, however, no longer has a scrap of sympathy or tolerance from me.

Innocent girl...bless her soul that she's got such an untroubled heart...

In her country, a kiss on the cheek was a friendship thing, a kiss on the forehead for family, and all the others, romantic.

I find it incredibly cute that it is possible to grow tomatoes and potatoes on the same plant.

I finally got the things to make Sealandmochi's hat and I had his pieces pre-cut. But I went to make Swedenmochi to go with him and realised I am down to my last piece of felt.

I am putting the call out for someone to make a SuFin shimeji. I would, but I have zero drawing skills or patience.

My dream is to deposit a drunk, passed-out Russia on Belarus's doorstep in the middle of the night with a note pinned to him saying "MARRY ME?" and then ring the doorbell and run away.

I am bored.
I am completely and utterly without a thing to do. I've checked Facebok and Deviantart, read through my latest TeenInk, and none of my Hetalia episodes are really calling me. I need a new website or something. I wish I had the means to do something productive, but I suppose I'll have to settle for something else.

Ivan.......is the kind of child who doesn't know the difference between throwing a rock at a cat and setting it on fire.

Bella says:
ddx   c

I was reading FMLs when I came across this little gem:

Today, my mom called to chew me out for having my sister arrested. My sister broke into my apartment, rearranged my living room, and claimed she now lived with me. She then threatened me with a butcher's knife for not appreciating what she had done. My mom wants me to pay the bail. FML

My only thought was, did Ivan write this?

Total number of things on my website, as in made by one creator with not much experience or inspiration, after January 31st as of now: 13
Total number of things on MTS, as in made by hundreds of experienced creators with potential for thousands of ideas in this period of time, after January 31st as of now: 0.

What. The. Fuck.

Why have there not been new downloads on MTS  for a whole freaking month? Did MTS up their standards so that now NO ONE can get in? (My Child's Home painting barely scraped by because of a bad picture.) I know the site itself isn't having problems because everything works fine. So what is the problem here?